ohhhh what a day!

i had really bad days these days....its like being hopeless all the time.

im happy sitting in computer chatting at chatroll but when its over im back to reality of feeling hopeless and i worry too much as well.......

im so not loving this way of my life right now.


I WISH I CAN JUST VANISH AND CANT BE FOUND.....


korean song ,chatting with friends at chatroll yab is the only things makes me feel like i should keep moving to life....


samantha makes me laugh but something in reality really not good at the moment....

im sad sad sad sad and hopeless!